what is the best place to share your negative feeling? an online diary.. a blog !!!
I hate this day, ever since I was 16 and I saw my cousins go out with their boyfriends and I’m home alone, I discovered what an unwanted person I am.
years after years, all I can feel is a black swan… at 17..
19 ,20 ,…yada yada yada
I hate it, when I thought the person who pretended to be in love with me is my boyfriend I had a valentine’s day at the age of 32. ya …turned out he was just playing and not serious and broke my heart right after.
OK.. I hate valentines, I’m going to relapse.. I want to drink and cry.. I miss the feeling.. I know am going to have a bad headache,I will gain weight, my colon and stomach will ache for 2 days, I will have diarrhea and stuff, the depression and guilt (the day after) <– oh no, this one is seriously serious I can’t handle it.. so I guess am gonna cry without alcohol these three days..
I was a real believer in love and forever.. I was young reading romantic stories and watching romantic movies…
Wish there is a a Hate day… I would embrace it…I would have a long list of names ..
so why Mr. valentine have a day ??
Here are some ideas special days !!!
Cupid the bastard’s day
the lonely day ( you celebrate being lonely)
Transvestite’s day (because they can)
Drag Queen’s day ( they still can)
grumpy cat’s day ( about time!!!)
slammed finger’s day ( mine is 31 Jan 2015)
coffee lover’s day ( seriously , coffee is better than a boyfriend)
voodoo practitioner’s day ( because it sounds more dark)
Illuminati’s day ( because people love the conspiracies)
classy hooker’s day ( they can have fun and count how many people they fucked in that day..sounds cool?)
Iphone lover’s day ( because the majority of people brag about it more than other phone brands)
(you can suck on this valentine) fuck 14- 02 AKA liars, fake boyfriends and cheaters day
AKA girls got fooled day
AKA I will say I love you so I can hump and ravish you day.
( feel free to cuss)